Why am I awake?! Fuckkkk
old friends: Fuck you guys too.
Red: Fuck you too.
Julie: Fuckkkk you.
:)
Me and Tiffany are going to get matching tattoos :) yayyy
I honestly hate this whole fucking social anxiety disorder. Wtf. I feel like I can do fun things with my friends and go out to parties and what not… But then I really think. Oh yeah, I feel awkward as shit and no one ever fucking talks to me. I would just like to be normal and be able to do these things. I feel like I’m missing out because I’m so fucking introverted. I try to be more outgoing but then I just get even more shy and quieter than before.
Damn I just want to keep some friends and be able to laugh and have fun.. But it’s not looking too good right now.
Everybody will just like all of them more and then I’ll slowly fade into the background like it always happens.
I wan this to fucking change, I hate it. You don’t even know.
